This day I din really take Shiku out for photoshoting as mostly I stay inside the house more than anything. Weather is not good keep o raining and I really can't get a good spot to shoot pics. But few days ago, I took something when Im really bored that time and also while I'm cleaning Shinku's closet!

Today I went for a meet up with Aki and Miuki today, and they bring their boys too... So only 3 of us there as we din really have a gorup meet up actually. XD But i'm glad Aki brought along her new boy Tsutomu and Miuku brought Yuzue-chan. I can't manage to snap more pics  cause Miuki went off early and I gotta rush back home. some pics here to share!

I really sad about this after hearing the news from doctor about my grandma. Doctor say she only have 6 months left and her sickness pretty serious. Even though she looks healthy outside but her internal stomach already infected by cancer. If do operation, she can have an easy life to go in peace but if none operation gonna done, she gonna suffer till she close her eyes within few months only. Mum and other relatives already discuss to let her have a peace life before she go so she won't suffer to dead. All my frens told me be brave and stand tough. even though I know God wanna take her away to reunion with my grandpa, but I miss her. She's the only grandma I had in my whole life and the one who look after me since baby.

Grandma love us alot and we love her alot. Even yeah, sometimes I being naughty and disobey her words but I just wann a play with her. She used to scold me and nag me always when I was a child till now, but I never felt annoying or what. I felt I'm so lucky to have a grandma to nag me and advice me all the time. God love her and let her stay here with us for so many years and now I know is time for her to go. Even though 6 months, but time flies fast so we can't change anything. But this year my birthday is gonna be the worst birthday I ever had and the most saddess. Mum told me not to think of it as she might survive longer and I believe that. My grandma is tough enough to kill a tiger so she won't be that weak.

Just pray for her and let her have more time to spend with us happily.

Well, this is the first time posting here... Today one whole Ive been spending my time in hospital just like yesterday and some other day before it. My granny fall sick and might need an operation so i'm not that happy or having nice mood. Her stomach got some problem and might cause her life off so docs advice better think for an operation.

Mummy now very worry and sad cause dunno what to do. My family currently got lotsa problem coming up. Just not to burden them, I kinda like take a week break to look after granny in the hospital. Plan wanna over nite there but I was shooo off by my granny as she say no need cause taught I might not feeling easy about it. So I went back and next day go there early in the morning. I think my lecturer gonna eat me up once they saw me in college. Mostly, my result might need to retain for the whole sem again as no choice. Hope my granny get well soon...T^T